So, the questions to ask ourselves are:
In what and who do I really believe?
When I examine my daily actions/what I do, what does it say about who or what I really love?
What or to whom am I really loyal and constant?
When I examine what I say, what does it say about my heart and convictions?
Am I deceiving myself by saying I am faithful to God, but really my thoughts, heart, and actions are distant from Him?
Am I like Saul being passionate about my religion, but not really knowing Father, Jesus the Son, and the Holy Spirit in a relationship founded in love, loyalty, and trust?
Am I really trying to follow and be faithful to the first commandment of loving the Lord my God with all my heart, soul (emotions), mind, and strength – as top priority and highest relationship?